Sometimes, I wonder why something so wrong would feel just so right. Why some things just had to be kept securely and why some things and why we had to let go of something we never really held tight. Sometimes, love can’t always change what were never meant to be. But there are always some things that couldn’t be denied. Some hearts would break even if it wasn’t meant to be broken. Some commitments just had to be left unfulfilled. Love has its own plan even if we don’t always know what it is.

I was never a professional heartbreaker. I didn’t intend to hurt others. I didn’t even want people to break down because of my insensitivity. I do have a heart and I know how hard it felt to have given yours away only to be handed it back broken. I never meant to break a heart but I admit, I did break one. I could have given out a thousand reasons as to why I had done it. I could have denied the fact that it had been my fault but I knew it would only worsen the dilemma I made myself. It was a dilemma and I did not want others to know. A secret kept so long hoping to have it forgotten as time goes by. But no matter how hard I tried to keep it inside, I just could not. It brought back memories and happy thoughts and feelings…feelings I had for the person I have always loved. It was hard. The only things that kept me going were the faded memories of that person and me together.