It’s Thursday and I woke up late in the morning. I hate it. So as I arrived at school, they were already starting their flag ceremony so, I waited outside the gate together with the late-comers. But who cares? I have my fabulous blazer with my vintage camera necklace because it’s Filipino club presentation and the faculties will tolerate students who didn’t wear their uniforms. After the ceremony, I came in. As I arrived into our classroom, I remembered that He was my seatmate. I tried to erase those things and tried not to talk to him. So that’s it. I didn’t talk to him and my other guy classmate seating in front from mine was the one I always have to talk with and not him. Then, when it was already our math subject, our math teacher gave us seat work and told us to exchange it with our seatmates. I was like,“What the heck ma'am? He’s my seatmate!" inside my mind. But I have no choice. I have to. As I finished answering, he gave out his paper and I gave mine too. I was a little scared though, because he’s really good in math and we always called him ‘Math boy genius’. We all checked our seat works and sadly, I got two mistakes while he got only one. I talked a little bit to him but it’s a little awkward so I ended it with dead silence. 

In our last period we were told to draw things came from Japan and I was so happy because I love Japan! So I called my guy classmate from the other classroom and I didn’t even know that he was there. I didn’t mind him and continued to have a little chit-chat with my guy classmate. Shockingly, he interrupted our conversation. He said,"Hey, what are we gonna draw?”. I answered him and i snubbed him which shocked him. Because before, I always greeted him good mornings and good byes. And now, I didn’t.

It was afternoon when the Filipino club presentation started. It was really fun actually. I even seated beside with the lower sections because I belonged to the highest section, so yeah. I was more comfortable with the lower sections because they are so friendly and jamming while my section selects friends. After the successful presentation, our section gathered together to have a special prayer for my best friend who has a dengue fever.Which spread across the school.  I was standing next to my girl classmate and next to her is him. And it was like shit when my classmates told the girl between us to move away because they know what will happened if my girl classmate will move away. They really did that on purpose! They have an intention to do it because when we pray, we hold hands beside with the person. He obviously noticed it but I really didn’t mind. Unfortunately, someone interrupted and joined in between us so I was so relieved, but deep inside my mind, “Why?! Damn it.” my classmates were like, “Get out of the way.” but sadly our adviser scolded them. I was laughing so hard when suddenly he asked, “What happened to your best friend?” I answered, “She has a dengue isn’t it obvious?!”. He zipped his mouth when I answered. He still didn’t know when it was already spread across the school? So we prayed and prayed for the fast recovery of my best friend. After that, we were dismissed. It’s still 4:00 pm so I borrowed a bike from my classmate and rode everywhere inside the campus. I was even embarrassed when I was riding a bike near the highway when I saw students from another school. I hurriedly went in the gate when they shouted, “Ha ha! Look at that! I hope she’ll fall.” that it shocked me and almost fell. And…they laughed hard. I was so pissed off and continued went inside. I stopped riding the bike and watched the my schoolmates playing soccer and he was there too. But I really don’t care! I went home directly, and washed my scars from 'The embarrassing-bike moment.’ I really want to congratulate myself today for being brave out there and being clumsy too.

Ugh. This is the worst.