I was writing a short story when my little brother invited me to watch “The Possession”. I didn’t mind him, but later on I stopped writing and went to the living room to watch the movie. Like, hell yeah this is so intense! Ha ha.

themystiquemiss:

It’s the fact that you can freely do what you want, don’t have to please everyone around you, and no one can ever judge you for who you are because they don’t know you in the first place and your presence don’t really matter to them.

And do you know what sucks about it?

It’s when you’re in need and no one will be there for you. If you’re in pain, no one will be there to comfort you. If you’re sad, no one will cheer you up. Because you’re invisible and your existence don’t matter at all.

We just finished watching Warm Bodies. It was freakingly nice and a heart-warming movie. :“>

GAHAHA. Putha tinamaan ako. XD

Sometimes, I wonder why something so wrong would feel just so right. Why some things just had to be kept securely and why some things and why we had to let go of something we never really held tight. Sometimes, love can’t always change what were never meant to be. But there are always some things that couldn’t be denied. Some hearts would break even if it wasn’t meant to be broken. Some commitments just had to be left unfulfilled. Love has its own plan even if we don’t always know what it is.

I was never a professional heartbreaker. I didn’t intend to hurt others. I didn’t even want people to break down because of my insensitivity. I do have a heart and I know how hard it felt to have given yours away only to be handed it back broken. I never meant to break a heart but I admit, I did break one. I could have given out a thousand reasons as to why I had done it. I could have denied the fact that it had been my fault but I knew it would only worsen the dilemma I made myself. It was a dilemma and I did not want others to know. A secret kept so long hoping to have it forgotten as time goes by. But no matter how hard I tried to keep it inside, I just could not. It brought back memories and happy thoughts and feelings…feelings I had for the person I have always loved. It was hard. The only things that kept me going were the faded memories of that person and me together. 

yourimperfectlass:

themostawesomebitch:

You see, I am not a perfect blogger. I commit a lot of grammatical errors. I post the most cliche things. My ideas are scattered and I know that my readers are having a hard time understanding some of them. Sometimes, I also run out of words to say. I use the same metaphors all the time. I always post about love which is an overused topic. There are a lot of bloggers who are far better than me. There are those who could express themselves in a manner that is differently than others. There are those whose ideas are unique and brilliant while mine are just the same everyday. There are times that I don’t even want to post anymore because I feel like I don’t deserve all those people who are following me because I am not that good. But then every time I read their messages on my inbox. Every time there are those who commend me because of my writings. Every time they tell me to keep on blogging, I feel guilty for ever thinking to deactivate this account. It is because these people believe in me and these people accept me with all my imperfections. They don’t care even if my writings are somehow crappy. They believe in me and I think that’s the important thing. Just the fact that there are those people who are there to read all my blog posts is enough for me to keep on going. After all, I am here because I want to be heard and I am blessed to have those people who are very much willing to listen. 

The same goes for me too. :)